stumbleine.I'm sleep-deprived.
Running on red bull.
Which is not a good thing.
That sickly sweet slash souring tastes.
Blergh.
And it's only 10am!
I can only go to bed twelve hours from now.
That's the earliest I can get home tonite.
Jeez.
The past holiday week had my sleeping hours topsy-turvy and it hasn't gone back to normal just yet. So now I'd be wide awake even at 3am or 4am when I'm supposed to work at 830am. I'm so not used to this lack of sleep. Not anymore. Bzzt bzzzttt.
Ezoo's heading back to Melbourne tomorrow morning. So soon it's already 2weeks plus since he came back. Then I'll see Kastee get all mandom again, but maybe just for a short while. Hehe. Buat apa nak get upset over Ezoo lama-lama. I wouldn't. It's just Ezoo, ain't that special. Hehehehe. Haaaih, all this weirdness surrounding me. To think I'm used to it by now. Hm hm.
See, I'm just rambling. To keep me awake. Mengantuk sangat-sangat.
O by the way, I'm so hooked on these pictures now, I cannot get enough of them.
I've been posting them up almost everywhere.
I like seeing these pictures everywhere anyway.
Our 8-month old Zahara already is a daddy's girl




This is like, "He's my daddy..mineeee.."

"Dadddddyyy.."

Still clinging on to her daddy.

Totally having some father-daughter moment there.

"I'm clinging on to you some moreeee.."

Then she looks up and thinks, "Hmm? Zero Sugar?"

"What do you mean my daddy's drinking Zero Sugar coke?"

Then she just sat and smiled. Totally looks like Fahmy here.

See the resemblance? I know la, nama also father.. but it's uncanny!
Haih.
The more I see Zahara, the more I miss PahRahmah. Almost two years now. A year la actually, I last saw her during last year's Raya Haji for just a short while. It's almost two years since I last hungout, played with her and babysit for her. Last year, she could already talk and was quite the motormouth too.. An aspiring painter and an accountant. Imagine a two-year old trotting down the hall holding a paintbrush on one hand, and a sempoa on the other hand. When asked by her cousins, "PahRahmah, what do you want to be today?" She just stared at her paintbrush and her sempoa for a bit and lifted her paintbrush. Feeling very artsy as she pretended to paint the wall. Then she got a taste of some Pods chocolates and from then on she would nudge either one of us and asked for some "Chocoyatt.."

She was one in this picture. This is the closest depiction I could get of her asking for some Chocoyatt. With her big doe-eyes.

She was two here.
She's three years and four months old now. I wonder how much more of a motormouth could she be.
By now I think she can talk more fluently and she would have longer curly hair. Adorable.
I miss her so.
I hate broken bridges.
Alaaaa emo la pulak..
Dari mengantuk jadi emo.
Like, keluar mulut buaya masuk mulut harimau, like that.
Did I even get the peribahasa right, I also dunno.
But you get what I'm trying to say la right?
Okay, I've killed one hour plus just by blogging.
Feeling a bit more awake now.
On with the work!